a begging being

god oh jesus it’s so hard to “break up” with a friend, especially when they act all nice and friendly for once [I think it’s only in front of other people]

things always go okay up until a certain point. then everything just dies really fast and you feel like your skin is on fire and there aren’t any words trying to escape from your mouth. then people are asking you to actually express truth and no truth actually exists, you were brought up like this, it’s part of your cells, there’s no way around it. then you’re finally asleep and people are knocking on your door, trying to wake you up, and the rain is trying to break in and it’s so loud under all the silence. go away please, I’m so tired. I’ve been awake for so long.

recoveryisbeautiful:


Personal Victories  //  Alyse Ruriani, 2014

This is fucking AMAZING.

recoveryisbeautiful:

Personal Victories  //  Alyse Ruriani, 2014

This is fucking AMAZING.

— This is how you taught yourself
to open instead of resist
and to overlook nothing
even if it hurts.
Especially if it hurts.
This is how you saw
the miracles simmering
in you, the concave and
convex of your body,
your arms as strong
as trees and your laugh
as warm as trombones.
This is how you taught
your mouth to start
starving for the light.
And this, this is how
you learnt to love again.
jessica therese, “We Are Learning” (via contramonte)
— Frost lining the window
melts and I am trying to
see the miracle in it.
The clouds drift
out of sight and I am trying
to stop begging
for them to come back.
I am learning not to look back
once I’ve said goodbye
so I can watch people go without
a heavy heart but more
a heart beating in a world
where gravity has yet
to be proven.
Until then,
we float
jessica therese, “Letting Go” (via contramonte)

stuartstormborn:

I ignore everyone on the street but I ALWAYS smile at dogs

spicyroll:

What is love?
"It’s like you become more you, which normally is like ‘blaaaaaagh puugh!’ but now it’s okay because the person, like, whoever - they chose to take all that on. All that weird stuff, whatever’s wrong or bad, or hiding in you. Suddenly it’s alright. You don’t feel like such a freak anymore."

spicyroll:

What is love?

"It’s like you become more you, which normally is like ‘blaaaaaagh puugh!’ but now it’s okay because the person, like, whoever - they chose to take all that on. All that weird stuff, whatever’s wrong or bad, or hiding in you. Suddenly it’s alright. You don’t feel like such a freak anymore."

Lorde - Buzzcut Season (Layered)

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